This Wednesday!

I haven't written in a while. I'm been dealing with personal issues. I can always find the humor in everything and am always looking ahead, but it's been hard lately. I'm going to have another baby on Wednesday. If it doesn't happen naturally by then. They are doing it before my due date because I have an extremely rare bleeding disorder. Why me? Is a question I ask almost everyday. It's so rare, they don't have a name for the one I have. They explain it as a secretory platelet still. But, the one I have is one of the most rare ones. I have platelets, they just don't work. They don't try to do what they should be doing. It took them 3 years to finally give me a final diagnoses. And, they have no good treatment. They give me donor platelets in emergency and they don't work. They gave me three bags when I had my daughter one year ago and it didn't work, then 5 weeks later they gave me more, and it didn't work. So they have had nothing to tell me, to make me feel secure going into this again. I had a son two years ago and lost 6 unit's. And, it's a whole other nightmare of a story that I will have to write about one day. But, I ended up with sever post traumatic stress, that I steal struggle with. And, when I had my daughter a year ago, she was tiny so I only lost 4. But, it's still a lot. And, am very lucky to still be here. I don't let anyone, know how scared I am. And, it's all I can think about anymore. I keep thinking about, in what way each kid would miss me, if something happens.
I seem to always find something funny in any situation. The last time I had to get platelets the nurse was like, "wow, the platelets are kinda orange today." I don't get squeamish easily but, I was already thinking about how the platelets look like snoot. And, disgusted by the fact that it was going into my arm.  And, was really about to lose my lunch. And, she started talking about, "Well, some days they're green, some days there yellow, and today it looks kinda orange."
Sara signing out with a personal note. Wish me luck everyone. Hope everyone has a good week.

Shady park Key Markit!

The store by my house at Smyrna Rd., and Copper Chapel rd. was robbed badly. They hadn't gone to the bank yet after hitting the biggest lottery days they have every had, because of mega millions. The robbers , went straight in the front door, cutting the locks out of a chained fence they put in front of the door. They went straight to the back and broke into the safe and soled a ton of money. They soled all the cartoons of cigarettes, and stole the surveillance tapes. Larry explained to me this morning, the store manager, they are still closed. If anyone has any information call crime stoppers.

I don't know why I'm thinking about when I went to Norway a long time ago. Was one of the most beautiful, weird, creepy and unreal places I've ever been. Was truly something from a story book.

Humm..so, an officer saw a tornado come out of the sky, land on a house, then he called it in, then the sirens went off. Not very comforting. Was close to where I am too.
Am glad that the people weren't in town and no one was hurt.

I really like my math teacher at AI Pittsburgh :)

Am noticing that programs are becoming humorous, like, "jim is dead", "we messed up so bad even puppy's are crying" and now even other programs...like they are accommodating thousands with add, to pay more attention...I think it's good.

Finished my Basic drawing class!

Here's my final assignment.